James has a sick idea of making her girlfriend pregnant when he himself is not fertile. He suffers from azoospermia,the complete absence of sperm in the ejaculate. It affects about 1% of all men. Looking at the trash can of used condoms from his housemate’s room, James wrapped mind began to process a series of disturbing scenarios.

*Please do not attempt any of the stunts in this story. If you cannot differentiate fantasy from reality, this title is not for you*

Anna and i share a 3 room flat at Redhill with Ryan and Tricia. My girlfriend is from Penang, and she’s working here as a nurse.

Ryan and Tricia, they’re both in the nightlife industry. Ryan is a bartender and Tricia is a kitchen staff.

The initial set up for the rental was between Anna, Ryan and Tricia. They’re all Malaysians here for work and sharing an entire unit made sense in terms of privacy and cost. I came into the picture eventually because of practical reasons.

Anna works shifts, and sometimes, i don’t really get to see her during regular hours and weekend. On her off days, she sometimes is also too tired to head out. She just want to chill and rest at home. My job is flexible since i’m running sales of financial products, so i’m the one that usually goes over. And with the frequent stayovers, showers and what not, i thought it’s only right if i chip into the rent and utilities.

Ryan and Tricia, they’re night owls, so they sleep during the day, and head out to work around 7pm. By the time the come home, it’s usually about 4am. For Anna, depending on her shifts, sometimes her timing may coincide with theirs, and there comes the supper dates or early breakfast. For me, i try to accommodate Anna’s timing for obvious reasons.

What reason?

To have sex of course. Do you even have to ask?

How did i get to know a nurse then?

It’s actually quite an embarrassing situation. Did a health checkup for a unrinary tract infection. I did not visit a sex worker by the way, no idea how it came about but i attribute it to the 4 days i spent in the forest while climbing Mount Ophir.

From the infection, the doctor realised there was a bit of swelling in my scrotum. Then one check lead to another and i did a semen analysis.

Anna was the nurse in the clinic when the doctor gave me the results and walked me through the findings.

Doctor : you have azoospermia, there’s no sperm in your ejaculation…so conceiving might a problem in the future.

James: what?

Doctor : It affects a small percentage of men. I don’t see any blockages or anything, so likely it’s a birth defect from a defective genes.

It felt like the death sentence was handed down to me.

How would you feel, if the doctor tells you that you are now resigned to shooting blanks for the rest of your life?

I sat outside the clinic in a daze for almost an hour.

Anna came and ask if i was ok because it was her lunch break.

She probably felt sorry for me.

Anna : Are you ok? Do you want to have lunch?

She admitted she felt sorry for me and didn’t want me to go into depression or something. So she offered to have a meal. Then one thing led to another. 3 months of texting later, we got together.

And the consolation of knowing that i’m shooting blanks?

I get to raw with Anna of course, saving the cost of condoms.

The sex was good, and being able to cum inside her everytime was a fucking amazing feeling. I may be shooting blanks, but seeing the white gooey semen leak out of her vagina, it felt like watching the close up of some Japanese production.

And Anna, she was fine with not cleaning or washing up after. She usually goes to sleep immediately after sex. Orgasms make her sleepy.

I used to tease her that when she’s sleeping, i’m going to use and enjoy her body.

Anna : mmmh…whatever…mmmh…

Then she will cover her face with her pillow and doze off.

Of course she will wake up and get irriated when i disturb her sleep. THis is not some cheesy storyline where she pretend to be knocked out while i have my way with her.

Anyway, my point is, Anna has always been very accomodating to my needs. She lets me do it when i want to. It helped that she likes having orgasms too, it relieves her stress, sooths her pre-menustral cramps and helps her sleep better.

That’s about it for Anna and me.

Ryan and Tricia, like every healthy adult in mid twenties, well, they have sex regularly too. Sometimes in the morning arund 6am when i’m already awake, i will ‘hear’ them.

They’re not loud or anything, but the rhythmic thump and soft grunts do travel in the small flat.

Anna and i took the master bedroom with the attached bath, so the commmon bathroom belongs to Ryan and Tricia.

There’s a couple of times when i was in the kitchen in the morning, i will steal a peep into the trash bin to see what was thrown. They did not even bother to hide or anything, the trash bin is empty except for tissue paper and condom wrapper. Wrapped in between the tissue, is probably a semen filled condom.

Ryan uses a particular brand, no lubricant, no spermicide, all natural latex. He’s probably allergic or something. I just assumed, this is not something you ask right?

Anyway, they’re a nice couple, no airs, we get along well too.

Tricia is quite pretty, so sometimes i do get up to no good with her worn lingerie in the laundry pail. Aiyah, i’m pretty sure Ryna does the same to my girlfriend. Somethings in life, just close one eye, everyone happy.

One day, Anna and i had a late night out. Her shift ended at 10pm, but she had to cover for a colleague for another 3 hours, so by the time i met up with her for supper, it’s 1.30am.

After a quick bite and shower, it was coming to 3am when we start to have sex. All was good, we finished bout 3.45am and Anna knocked out immediately. I was on my phone for a while scrolling through socials when i heard Ryan and Tricia come back in.

It’s quiet in the dead of the night but i can clearly hear them fumbling and moaning in the living room. Then their room door shut, and the thumping started. It came on and off.

It’s not the first time i heard it so nothing out of the ordinary there. It was about 15 minutes later, i heard the room door open. Then i overhead a conversation.

Tricia : so much this time…almost filled up you see…

Ryan : haha…i keep one week already…going to overflow.

Tricia: tsk…really a lot ley. how come? You pee is it?

Ryan : Are you crazy? You can’t tell the difference between sperm and pee?

I was pressing my ear against the door by then.

Tricia : shhhhh…not so loud

Ryan : aiyah, they sleeping already la…

Tricia : Really a lot…haha…so scary…

Ryan : you afraid i pump you full tank is it? ehehe

Tricia : pump your head. We on work permit…wait we both get sent back i tell you…

Ryan : haha..ok, then wait till we get PR then i pump full tank…but don’t waste la…if you want , can use for facial…

Tricia : I throw on you…

The voices droned off and they were off to the kitchen.

My heart was racing.

I could almost picture a used condom filled almost to the brim with fresh semen. Ryan’s seed.

A few minutes later, i heard them go into their room and then it was all quiet. I gave it another 30 minutes just to be sure before i left the room.

My hand were trembling, i didn’t dare to turn on the light.

Using my handphone torch, i made my way to the waste bin in the common bathroom. I saw the gleam of the condom wrapper, and the bunch of tissue.

I think i must be mad to be doing what i did. With my bare hands, i reached into the bin and unwrapped the tissue dumpling. I felt the rush of blood to my groin as i looked at the thick load of cum Ryan just produced.

Then the weirdest, and sickest idea just came to mind.

What if?

What if i put them inside Anna?

Coming soon