Diary entry 19/8/26
I’m going to put some of the things i’ve learned lately regarding the sites’ content. These are things i’ve picked up along the way while trying to understand what is allowed and what is not with international payment processors.
I’m talking about high risk payment processors, some of which work with adult sites. Live-streaming, pornography and so on. One would assume if they could support contents like those, surely they will be ok with fiction stories on this site.
Unfortunately, that is not the case.
One cannot assume that if a processor is willing to allow life streaming with a naked woman, they will work with every content creator.
I’ve sought clarifications, asked questions. Some were patient enough to reply and point out the site’s shortcomings and suggest possible fixes. Some ignored me straight away and said no. Some ghosted me outright. I’ve lost count of the number of applications i’ve put in honestly.
What i can summarise though, is this.
Nonconsensual contents are generally not accepted. Family, like twin sisters, sister in law, mother in law. These are a hard no too.
A story about issues with sister and brother in law, then turning them against each other, taking their money, their resources, splitting them apart, then, as a result of that split, the stress, the culmination of emotions and your sister in law accidentally gave herself to you, yes.
But if it’s forcing your sister in law to drink till she knocks out and you bend her over the kitchen counter against her will, then no.
Of course, twisted works like using other men’s semen on your girlfriend, your spouse, blindfolded wife sharing against her will. These are not allowed even as fiction stories.
I mean you can write them, people can read them, but payment processors will not process the sale of these content.
So where does that leave us?
The answer is simple, the site has to change. The content which it produces, has to change.
Long form stories with plotline, office politics, affairs, manipulation, all these work fine. A wife being manipulated and blackmail by her boss as part of the overall plot, that is fine. Writing about them having sex is fine, as long as you don’t mention the body parts and the act itself.
Something like this is not allowed :
“I fucked my cock to the hilt, burying myself deep into her cunt as she moaned my name.”
I need to replace it with :
“I drove into her fully, filling her until she gasped my name, her body arching to meet mine.”
There are publishing norms to follow and there are established standards of what goes and what doesn’t.
The conclusion after a couple of months of searching, asking, hoping someone will point me in the right direction, was this.
The site has to change.
Short form contents, straight to the point i bend her over and piak piak piak, she ergn..erng. This has to go.
I’m reworking some titles that are already in the works.
The completed ones that are too late to make a big change, i’ll just leave them be.
Eventually, old works that do not comply with international publishing norms will all be put into archives.
This will free up the main site to host longer form stories.
Think of classic works like My brother and sister in law. My adventure in the office. My boss. My adventure as a hawker. These are titles that many enjoy but they take longer to work on and develop.
This also mean the usual subscription model of serving a new title every week will not longer work.
Why?
No one will pay you a monthly subscription without knowing what is available or what is coming out.
Even after i make this change, there’s no telling if any payment processors are willing to work with the site.
But it’s the first step. It’s something that i can do.
If you noticed on site, sometimes you can pay with card, sometimes you can’t. That’s because i’m testing out various options and workaround.
It works today, but there’s no guarantee it will work tomorrow. It may stop anytime.
This uncertainty, it’s affecting my ability to concentrate on creating content.
Right now, the subscription pass of 30 days is available via a workaround.
I’m going to let it run for a month, maybe 2, and see how things work.
It gives me a buffer of sort, and i can stop it anytime without worrying about taking your money and not having any content to give.
I know it’s a few dollars but it’s a matter of principles.
It will be more fair say if i know for the month of December, i’m going to have a 8 part mini series something like my adventure as a hawker. Series will be completed, uploaded over 8 weeks. Then you decide if you want to buy a 30 day pass, or 60 days to access the content along with what is available within the subscription.
While this may mean the site gives up the certainty of recurring subscription to help with the cost of upkeep, but it also runs on a fairer system.
As in you see first, gum bo? If gum, you just get a 30 days pass, and decide if you want to get more after.
I’m trying now to figure out how to take care of the subscribers who have been supporting me all these while, some of them go way back to 2020. Granting access to more content is the least of my worries, it’s how to allow them to continue at the old date they locked it now that payment processing is out of my control.
My notebook is filled with the scribbles of a mad man. Flowcharts, what ifs, work flow, plugin logics.
It’s been a while since i had a good sleep.
So i guess my direction is probably a lot clearer now.
The shorter stories will come to an end soon once this batch of titles run out.
I’ll work only on longer form titles with deeper, darker plots. There will still be scenes of intimacy, but the way it will be presented, will probably be different.
I know i’ll probably lose a huge chunk of customers but i believe i can win them back with darker and more twisted plots. Some may not even need to be about sex.
I believe the human mind can be titillated even without the mention of reproductive organs.
The full spectrum of adult desires does not always require biology to be spelled out, or flashed in your face in full HD.
I don’t always need to mention neh neh pok or kuku bird. I will force myself to go beyond that.
I’m sure you’ve read books with accounts in which the tension is so thick, you were holding your breath, hanging on to every word and yet, they never even start venturing into biology.
A waist can be more obscene than a vulva if you let the imagination do its own corrupting.
The thrill is not just in the act, but also in the anticipation.
Which one will make you lose sleep more?
Revisiting a single, loaded sentence or a shit load of erngh..ernghh..ernghh…ahhhhhh….
There is a kind of pleasure, that comes from not quite knowing if what you are reading is safe for work or not, whether you should be reading it, or when something like this happen in your life, what would you do?
Will you do what James did?
I’ve said enough about the site already.
The changes are already underway.They will be implemented gradually. ML owners, i know you paid for the whole year, there’ll still be weekly contents going up for the next few weeks, probably till end Oct base on the spare releases i prepared. If i can’t get longer form content out by November, please allow me to apologise in person. I’ll buy a beer and a meal.
Subscribers in tier 1,2,3, i’m still working through the details. Please be patient. Your account still works if you login. There are existing credits in your account that you can use to redeem titles off the webstore even though you are not subscribed.
Alright, this gets a load off my chest.
I’m still going to write, just that the content i’m writing will be changing slightly.
This is a big load off my chest.
Change is coming.
A good change, an overdue one too if i were to be honest.
Logging off and going to have a good night sleep.
James S