Diary continues here from 21/11/25 onwards
21/11/25
Friday
After i shoot out, my wife just go and wash her hands. She quite angry.
She say i make her look bad, not professional, she working, she should not be doing things like this. She talk to me about morals.
Hello, my last civic and moral education is in secondary school. You come and talk to me about morals now? You siao bo?
Who is the one fucking around?
I just keep quiet, she went to shower, dry hair then climb back into bed to msg and scroll phone.
Scroll, smile, msg, smile, then look up to see if i notice, then msg again, then smile again like some school girl having her virgin puppy love.
In the bedroom, i just realised something again. She again wearing the sanitary pants, it’s become somewhat of a habit.
I don’t know how much it cost, i never really go and divide, but she got so much discharge that she need to wear almost every night? She also not having her menses yet. Or maybe she can feel it coming, i don;t know. Maybe its just to collect Alan’s cum because it will keep dripping till next day.
We never really talk , she started watching drama and i fell asleep.
Wake up, it’s the usual couple routine. Take turn use toilet, she wear nice nice, do makeup, i brush teeth and get ready.
Zishan : just send me to MRT will do…
Jay : orh…
I dropped her off at Sengkang MRT then i went to start my first pick up.
The lazy lullness from the past few days is starting to wear off. I accepted more jobs, but i also smoke more. One sip coke with salt from plastic bag, one puff cigarette, one hand on wheel. Life doesn’t get better than this.
Zishan haven let me know which hotel she will be staying in Bangkok, i made a reminder to ask her.
6pm my wife called me.
Zishan : where are you?
Jay : I’m on the way to Potong Pasir…
Zishan : you still got a lot to do?
Jay : Multi stop job, after this i need to go Boon Keng, then Jalan Besar. You need me to pick you up, i won’t be so early.
Zishan : nevermind it’s ok. So no need buy dinner for you right?
Jay : no need. i hate late lunch, maybe dabao something for supper later depending where i am.
Zishan :ok…maybe i’ll eat supper with you. let me know when you finish…
Jay : ok.
It was a full work day for me and i finished the last drop off at Simpang Bedok at 8.30pm.
I called my wife to see if she wants supper from Bedok area.
She rejected my call.
2 minutes later, she call me back.
Zishan : you call?
Jay : yah…i’m at Bedok.
Suddenly i heard toilet flushing sound in the background.
I must say first, nothing wrong with flushing sound. You can shit halfway also answer phone call.
But i can clearly hear the first one, then i can hear the door closing sound.
then i hear another flush, more muted, softer.
I maybe lowly educated, but i know simple science.
If you close door of toilet, you flush when you inside, the sound is louder, correct or not.
So now you close the door, then who flushing?
Why the sound softer?
Please hor, my HDB 3 room flat don’t have shopping center auto flush.
You want to flush, you press.
My heart immediately skip a beat. Someone is flushing toilet and it’s not my wife.
Zishan : ok i want…can you get BBQ chicken wings and satay from 85 there…
Jay : Bedok 85 there?…orh…
Zishan :let me know if long queue ok? maybe i eat something else then.
Jay : it’s ok, i also want to eat.
As i drive to Bedok 85, my cock start to get hard again.
Why maybe me buy food that she obviously know need to wait one?
Simple, because she need more time.
She not stupid, she want to have more time to fuck with Alan at home.
I also not stupid. I just buy from Simpang Bedok the hawker. 15 minutes later, i in my van already driving towards TPE but i called my wife and say i just found parking at Bedok 85.
Jay : Maybe need a while.
Zishan : oh…roughly how long? got long queue?
Jay : Got a few people, i think maybe all in, i can only reach in 1 more hour.
Zishan :ok. so you going to wait or?
Jay : ok i’ll wait.
Zishan : ok…
Wait what?
I lup my pedal and right lane all the way to TPE.
When i exited and parked my Van, i don’t know to run right up or what to do.
Again, my talk big but no balls mentality creep in again.
I don’t want to make things ‘ugly’.
Holding the chicken wing and satay in plastic bag, i start to walk around the multi storey carpark and i saw Alan’s BMW.
First time i experience i see a car, my erection get hard.
I quickly walk away, pretend i never see if not wait if he check the car cam, he will know i was there.
Then instead of going back home, i decided to drive my van and park one level higher, so the back of my van is diagonally a split level above Alan’s BMW with a view of the car and the car park connection to my HDB block.
Then i waited.
About 10 minutes later, i saw Alan walking towards his car. His hair, confirm is just showered. He not even in his work clothes, he was wearing shorts and t-shirt and carrying a bag in his hand.
One look you can tell is a quick shower, hair barely dry and leave kind.
What you do at my place that need to quickly shower and leave?
What you think?
He got into his car, start engine and turn out.
I wait another 10 minutes before i slowly walk back.
Reach home i look at the outside. Nothing suspicious.
Open door go in, can smell soap smell, fresh shower foam. My wife drying her hair. I see the pair of high heels she wore to work that day, one left, one right, like kick off like that, never put up on the rack properly.
Zishan :hey.
Jay : cold already the food.
Zishan : never mind, microwave heat up can already.
Jay : ok.
I went to kitchen to put down and look at the laundry basket. The dress she wear to work is in there, but bra? panty?
Hand washed and clipped up to dry already.
I dig through, and saw Thursday bra and panty.
Why so special?
Wash Friday don’t want other days one?
Must be Alan shoot all over them, or too wet already. Will have the pussy smell isn’t it?
I heat up food, then i went to bathroom.
Usually bathroom the drain hole will have hair one. I’m the one that cleans up every week. Women shower sure clog up the drain, if you know you know.
And i got masturbate in the shower often, i shoot already on the floor, you wash to the drain, it clumps with the hair, it’s like a cluster fuck mess.
The drain was super clean, not even 1 strand of hair.
I went to dig through dustbin, expecting to find condom wrapper but then i remembered. I already wear green beret until Alan shoot raw in my wife already. What green beret?
There were a lot of tissues clumps.
Maybe shoot already my wife use them to catch the sperm leaking out.
‘knock knock knock’
Zishan : come out eat. heat up already.
Jay : orh…
When i came out, my wife was eating chicken wing and scrolling her phone. She sit opposite me, cross leg, smiling. She got that satisfied look on her face.
Of course satisfied.
Spread leg, let Alan shoot, maybe he finger her cum now still got supper to eat.
Finish eating, i told her i want to fuck.
Zishan :tsk…yesterday just do right
Jay : yesterday only pcc for me…i want to go inside…
Zishan : tsk…don’t want…
I hear already i super hot.
Jay : I want…
Zishan : see how first later…
Jay : today weekend…friday night leh. you also no work tomorrow…
I was begging. Begging my wife for sex and it made me very angry and hot.
She can spread leg for other men, but for her husband, i must beg.
And despite this, my cock got harder than ever.
In the end she relented, like she dispense some pity on me like that.
Zishan :you wash the dishes? hehe?
Jay : orh…
Can have sex i don’t waste time already, i quickly settle and go into the room.
My wife already under blanket.
I climb in and kiss her. She touch me there and start to stroke.
I pull down her sanitary pants and i tried to touch her pussy but she hold my hand away. I want to finger her, to feel is she wet or not, or maybe got remnants of Alan’s cum, but she never gave me the chance.
Zishan :erng…come in…mmmh….
I also don’t know what is going in my head.
I slide in.
It was very smooth, easy to slide in. Hardly any resistance.
Is she really that wet, or she already warm up, well lubricated by Alan. Inside already all his cum.
Jay : ahhhhhh
I pump hard into her, i close my eyes and hear her moan.
When i about to shoot, i stopped.
Jay: i going to shoot already.
Then she say something that suprised me.
Zishan :you…don’t want to shoot inside?
Jay : huh? crazy..don’t want…
Zishan :mmmh sure? mmmhh…
Jay : ahhhhh.ahhh…
I can feel her muscle, she clench, and kiap me hard soft, hard soft. I cannot take it.
Jay : hhhhaaaa….ahhh..cannot..better not…
Then she start to give me that slut look, she bit her lips, eyes close a bit, plus the frown.
Zishan : fuck me…mmhh..fuck me please…mmmh…last time you like to imagine i beg you don’t shoot inside me remember? haha
Jay : don’t want..ahhh..last time when we young ma..ahhh.
Zishan : no…no…don’t shoot inside me…don’t shoot inside me…please…erhhh..
She give me that ‘she getting raped look’ and i really cannot.
I want to stop but i cannot stop.
Jay : ahhhhh…no..don’t want…
Zishan : please..please don’t shoot inside me..please…
I don;t know what is wrong with her, she behave in that way, moan like that, which man can take it.
Jay :ahhhh…ahhhh
Then i unloaded into my wife.
Jay :ahhh…shoot already..shoot already…ahhh
Immediately i regret when i pull out but my wife was ok. She just take tissue and press at her pussy there.
I saw some leak out, she just go toilet and clean up.
When she inside toilet, i took the sanitary pants she removed from the side of the bed and i flip to see and smell. Confirm is semen smell.
I quickly pretend i don’t know and i put one side.
5 minutes later, she came out with a new pants, then take the old one and throw away.
When i close eyes to sleep, i actually quite afraid.
I afraid if my wife get pregnant, then how?
I not ready to be father.
I so cannot make it, i don’t want to bring a child to suffer.
I really very afraid.
Whole night cannot sleep.
Maybe it will be better if the baby belong to Alan, then at least, got a better future.
Jaytheuselessman
22/11/25
Saturday
My wife usually sleep in on weekends unless she needs to work. I don’t know why she’s up early today. My alarm ring, i woke up to make coffee and she also wake up.
Jay : why so early wake up?
Zishan : I meeting friends to go sentosa.
Jay : sentosa?
Zishan : ya…
Jay : orh.
Feels a bit weird because out age is not the ‘go sentosa’ age.
You think you still 18-19, got volleyball body, go there topless show off abs play volleyball? I go there only if i need to deliver things there. Where got time to go and enjoy beach and all those nonsense.
I have a feeling she must be meeting Alan again.
Go sentosa do what? Very simple, you just see what she pack.
Go beach, standard thingsg, sun block, picnic mat, mosquito repellent, this is like SAF standard issue kind. Cannot run.
While my wife is in the toilet, i went to see what she packed in her bag. The sanitary pants x 2. Extra matching bra and panty. 1 loose sleep shirt, then 1 extra set of clothes. Steady leh, go beach no need towel?
I don’t want to jump to conclusion, maybe she haven finish packing.
I sit at dining table, drink my coffee, spread kaya on my bread then i casually observe her go in and out.
She adding more things to the bag, makeup pouch, wet tissue, normal tissue. Then she take sun glasses.
Still no towel.
You bring extra clothes, extra lingerie, then no need towel?
Maybe she really forget, sometimes, she can be quite blur.
Then i decide to trap her with conversation.
Again, this is something i learn from reading James’ shit.
Jay : eh you go inside the water got to be careful, you read the news got jellyfish sting…if kena quite jialat one.
Zishan : oh i not going in water, don’t worry.
There, you see.
Ownself fall into trap.
Not going in water, then bring extra clothes?
What for?
I already accepted a job the night before, even if i want to drag a bit before going out, i can’t. Past few days my takings is already shit, spending more money on cigarettes than i’m making some more, if i don’t buck up, i win 4D every month also no use.
You see, don’t assume uneducated ah beng like me don’t know how to think. I know one. Maybe i give myself a few days to fuck it all, treat myself better, but after that it’s back to normal.
I left home first, went to my van to get ready. Arrange stuff a bit, then i was about to leave when i heard the noise in the car park. That fucking engine sound.
That fucker, early morning already reach the carpark. I see the headlights cut across and i don’t know why, i bend down in my van and wait for him to cross. I feel so useless and angry, people coming to fuck my wife and i’m behaving like that. He should be heading to the upper levels for the visitor parking, the level i’m at is all red lots, but suddenly he stopped just before the turn. Then suddenly, he turn back down.
I got out of the van and instead of walking back to my block, i went to the neighbouring one.
FRom there, i can look down to the drop off point also.
If i so accurate with 4D, i think i’m billionaire already.
Zishan is already waiting at the drop off, i saw her smiling as she got into the BMW.
Then they drove off, to sentosa.
I rush back to my van, already a bit late. My erection pushed sideway and i literally shouted as i went over a hump and felt a bit of pain.
Husband going to work and make money, wife going to Sentosa let another man fuck.
You can accept this?
Maybe if i staying in Yishun, i will end up take samurai sword wave around already.
Today got quite a few good orders, so i try not to think so much, just wack and deliver things.
I know i talk a lot about delivering things already but just to share something with you all who are considering to do this.
Don’t la, even if you gym fit, can hydrox or whatever fuck, if your mental toughness cannot take it, you better don’t. The kind of fuck up people and drivers you meet along the road everyday is unbelievable.
I give you an example. Today i arrive at loading and unloading bay of a building in Macpherson. Security guard scolding another driver for parking there too long, then turn to me ask me where i going. When i say the unit name and company, the driver kena scolded say he also went there, took the order, no one answer call, no one open door.
Then he lan lan cancel, end up i took the order.
So i tried calling, also no sound. I went up knock, also no sound, like kena ghost. Fucking waste time.
I went back down, the security fuck me say i taking up space. What the fuck, you think what? I so free want to park your loading unloading bay? I also trying to earn a living right? You dulan for fuck? I disturb you watch tik tok? Fuck you la.
I never say to him in person of course, i only dare to fuck him in message and email.
I cancel order, then about to leave when another driver took the job and turn in. I told him, he don’t believe, then he call. Then you know what, the client pick up. Simi lan jiao, then he go up and take the order.
I think must be because my wife cuck me until i so unlucky.
Fucking angry, make me lose my mood and waste my time. I took another order at Paya lebar and ended up in Geylang.
I see the massage place, i feel a bit itchy already but lucky got a pick up for durian, so i quickly take and escape from Geylang.
About 7pm, i got a call from my wife.
Zishan : dinner you settle on your own ok?
Jay : orh…you still in sentosa…
Zishan : ya…going to stay a while more, going to eat and drink a bit then come back.
Jay : eat where?
Zishan : Don’t know, later walk around and see.
I can hear background sound, the sound of shower, very faint. Then no other noises one, no people talking, playing at beach, no ambient noise. It’s too quiet. They must be in a fucking hotel or something.
Zishan : I’ll be back a bit late ya…
Jay : orh…
How late is late?
I tell you.
I dropped off last job at Pasir Ris, i call it a day. Turn to downtown east, i go and eat dian xiao er on my own. Then i went to arcade, top up 200, then play for a bit.
I reached home at 10pm, shower, change, climb into bed already is 10.45pm
My wife still not back.
Nevermind, i wait.
11.30 like that she come in.
Zishan : why still haven sleep.
I go over and hug her.
Zishan : ernggg…don’t want…
Jay : I want…
Zishan : i tired…
I wanted to curse, tired because Alan make you tired is it.
Jay : I don’t care, i want…
Zishan : tsk…
She gave me the sideway dulan look and say she want to go toilet first.
I can smell alcohol from her breath, she must have drank quite a bit.
When she’s inside the toilet, i tip toe and try to hear what she’s doing. I can hear some plastic sound, not the thin supermarket kind of plastic, the thicker kind, like zip lock bag.
When she come out, she climb into bed and hug me, i already rock hard but she tell me she really very tired. She promise tomorrow give me a good one, anything i want. Even if want her wear school uniforms act school girl she also ok.
Jay : you say one ah, you don’t tomorrow give excuses again.
Zishan :yes..yes…
Barely 5 minutes later, she was snoring already. Can tell she really exhausted.
I waited a while more, scroll tik tok, read erotic stories then i went toilet. I want to find the plastic sound.
Then i saw it.
Hidden inside her toiletries bag.
No wonder she tired, even when she is not with Alan, he is training her.
Training her pussy for his own use.
Jaytheueslessman
23/11/25
Sunday
I want to open the bag but i afraid i make too much noise. Opening plastic especially this kind of thick one got a lot of those shee shee sha sha sound. No need to open i also can tell it was used and maybe my wife just removed it when she come home. That’s why she quickly go toilet, refuse to let me touch her.
Maybe Alan make her wear when he drive her back from Sentosa. The BMW engine vibrate not enough, have must another vibrator to shake her then he shoik.
Her heart must be beating super fast when she come home. How i know ? common sense la. Come home with a vibrator in your privates, remote control one by your fuck buddy, of course you panic when you husband try to touch you right?
I took picture, use google image to search for the model of the dildo.
Fuck la, people got money is play different things one, even the sex toy is premium one. That toy is almost 200 dollars, can you believe it?
200 i can buy how many 4D number?
200 if i go arcade, i top up card, plus my win streak, i can at least wack 10000 tickets easily, if i lucky, i can do 20000, then with all the points, i can redeem air fryer or something. But Alan spend it on a vibrator to put inside my wife.
People rich, 200 to him is small change, like i don’t mind spending $2 to buy tissue paper from auntie at hawker centre. $2 to wipe my mouth, blow nose, ok what.
To Alan, 200 to make my wife pussy vibrate and give her orgasm? ok what.
I read up about the vibrator, and downloaded the e-manual online to read. Got app one, then you can control it from your phone. You can pair it with your app. This gave me an idea. I read too much of James’ story already to get this idea, but i think already i get quite a hard erection.
The vibrator can be paired with multiple devices, as in it doesn’t matter one. One phone, 2 phone or whatever, it receives the signal then it vibrates. I downloaded the app, then turn on the device, i pair it immediately i felt it vibrate. It shook the contents of her toiletries bag and i quickly stop breathing, my balls really shrink when i hear the rattle.
I can see the device name on my app, it was even named after Alan.
Pet pet?
What pet pet?
He call my wife pussy his pet pet then he can always pat pat is it?
I angry, horny and super restless at the same time. Anyway, everything is all setup and sync.
I just need an opportunity to test it out.
Sunday is boring day, my wife sleep in as usual, i go out clear a few deliveries. I came home to pick her up for lunch and reminded her she owe me a ‘power’ on that night.
Zishan : han nah…han nah…you very loso you know…
It’s like that one, if i don’t say, she will pretend and just forget. The end up how? Her pet pet let other men pat lor.
We visited in laws, had dinner with them and i caught my MIL whispering more stuff to my wife again when i’m not near. Women always got secret stuff to talk about, i don’t know why.
After dinner, i ready for my ‘intense’ session already.
Zishan : what you want me to do?
I pretend to consider then i say i go look through her wardrobe and find something.
Zishan :tsk…so troublesome.
Jay : you also go and choose something for me lor.
Zishan :you got nothing in your wardrobe la.
Jay : I got my army uniform and admin Tee.
My wife laughed.
Zishan : Wear your uniform then i call you what? Lance corporal Jay? hahaha
I feel a bit offended.
Lance-corporal so what? Not rank meh? I never serve NS meh? My blood and sweat worth less?
I know Alan is Officer. I got see his picture before, appointment holder somemore. Given a choice, you want to spread for captain or lance corporal? People uniform got badge got rank, marksmen, IPPT gold all those, my one even nametag also a bit fraying already.
Jay : i choose something you choose something la, fair what…
Zishan :you say one ah…you don’t come and Jee Jee wai wai…after i choose.
Jay : you also…i want you to wear already then i decide what i want you to do.
Zishan : then i also get to decide what i want you to do.
Jay : lai lor…
Zishan : lai lor..
We both don’t want to lose to each other. She went to my wardrobe, search a bit then give up.
What clothes do i have? Please la, i delivery driver leh, you want what? Tuxedo ah?
I already a bit dulan, so i take the swimsuit Alan bought for her. I told her to wear that, i want to fuck her when she in her swimsuit.
She was a bit stunt for a why, can tell she trying to react but she recovered fast then say ok.
Zishan :ok…
Then comes her turn to choose for me.
You know what she choose for me?
She want me to wear her panty and bra.
Jay : I how to fit…fuck la…
Zishan :you see, you always jee jee wai wai when i choose…then still always talk big…
I getting angrier by the minute , is like she throw me a dare like that.
Jay : Is it i wear then i get to do what i want until i shoot.
Zishan : Then i also get to do what i want until i cum.
Jay :wear wear la, i bo la sa one…
My wife was giggling already but i can tell she very excited.
She straight away say she want to cum first.
Jaytheuselessman
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24/11/25
Monday
My wife and i woke up about the same time. I turn over to her to hug hug and touch touch a bit. Morning wake up men always got hard on, i press against her expecting to get loving kiss and all but instead, i got a ‘tsk’
Zishan : don’t early morning come and crazy can or not…
Women really one kind one. You don’t do anything, they say you don’t love them. You try to do something, they find fault. She swipe phone, i can see quite a few messages and notifications, she know i hugging her from behind, can see her message so she don’ want to read. So she got up to go toilet.
I start my morning routine, 3 in 1 coffee, eat a slice of bread and open my delivery app. It’s raining, but not very heavy. Not many good jobs posted so early, but lucky i took one the night before at Boon Keng.
My wife came out of the bathroom, showered, looking fresh. She was wearing pants, black, loose cut pants, then pair with light colour ¾ sleeve blouse. Nothing tight, is all loose kind but the ‘flowy’ feeling looks good when she moves around.
My turn to use the toilet, i go in, brush teeth, then i don’t know why, i decided to check her toiletries bag.
Then i realised the vibrator is missing.
The whole ziplock is missing.
I quickly finish with the toilet and go out to see my wife putting on earrings. My eyes just went to her privates there, my mind was just thinking, whether she put the vibrator in her pussy already or not.
I open my phone app but it says offline.
Ok, the vibrator is just gone from the toiletries, doesn’t mean she put inside her already. Maybe she bring to office first?
Maybe she go there, then turn on, then Alan can play with her pet pet?
Jay : I drive you to work?
Zishan :ok…got time or not?
Jay : got…still early…
Nothing much happened during the journey, i got try to side eye glance at her but she was just reading news article. I can’t go on to spy on my wife because i need to get to Boon Keng. So it’s on to a full work day for me.
What to do? Need to make money.
By lunch time, i find myself at Bukit Batok west area. I went to a coffee shop and ordered chicken rice because i don’t know what to eat.
I turn on the vibrator app and again is offline. Then i feel very stupid.
Of course it’s offline. I’m in the west of the country, my wife in Toa payoh. How to detect? Her vibrator got put extra sim card maybe?
Maybe one day someone will design something like that.
The coffee shop i eating at at time mostly old people. Some drinking beer at 3pm, can tell they almost gone already. Got 2 already talking a bit too loudly like want to fight like that. Some more i just sit next table, i look at them, they stare at me some more like find to find problem. I continue eating and watch netflix.
Some things i don’t understand. Is it because of the way i look? Or is it because of my life? or the place i go to? the friends i hang out with?
Why i always get this kind of shit? Staring incident, like want to pick fight. Or is it the way i dress?
I know my face is like shit, i got those looking for trouble face but what can i do? I was born like this.
i watch some tik tok videos, it says the environment you are born in and raised matters. I agree. I really do. I see some army camp mates, they do things is 100% fuck up, buay gan one, but they are so far ahead in life compared to me. Wife pretty, kids good looking, stay condo, stay landed, drive big car, but these people ah, you see they way they do things, i guarantee you they are the last person you want to be in a trench in when car comes.
School mates those good results, very hard working kind, top student, now? Also slogging away in a company, work like dog like that. Then the cannot make it ones, rich family, start business, marry blogger wife.
Sometimes i think my previous life i never accumulate enough good karma. So this life i always tell myself to do more good things.
I want to rant a bit here. Delivering things, you meet a lot of people. I dare say i meet more people than many of you all reading this site. Maybe if you are in customer fronting role, or service role, then you will understand. Same kind of rice, feed different kind of people.
The worse people, i meet i tell you, are those staying in heartland condos. Fuck man their attitude, is really like your ancestor owe them money like that. The things they say, you feel like smacking them. Address never put properly, block A i go block C, can fuck me like i some retard like that.
Fuck la, shit condo, shit design. Where got people build condo same block number then put A,B,C kind? At least put different unit numbers. Block 120 got level 3-01, 120B got 3-01, 120C also got 3-01. Really is shit kind of place then which one i go? i got 33% chance to guess? Call you also get fucked.
You see? This is the kind of people that ruin my day. All for what? $17? Last time my mother say i don’t want to study, i will go empty rubbish. Sometimes i think empty rubbish better than dealing with all these shit people.
Going into condos, have to park damm far from the lift lobby. I got joke before once with the owner,
‘you all think we delivery men all hulk ah, carry and walk so easy’
you know what she say?
‘Then don’t do lor’
Then slam the door.
I got auntie deliver to door already not enough, must bring inside living room.
Also got young punks slowly take their time pay me cash. They don’t understand every minute ticking away, is money. Some loading and unloading charge money one, then they drag like this, make me even more hot.
Next update then i tell you about my favourite place to deliver things.
Zishan come back today she look very happy.
Of course happy, about to go holiday and let her pet pet get used.
When i go toilet that night, i check again, the vibrator is back out.
Same, wet, washed, and back in ziplock bag.
I never take any advance orders for tomorrow. I want to send my wife to work and hopefully see her get her pet pet played by Alan.
Jaytheuselessman
25/11/25
Tuesday
My wife took a while in the toilet today. I thought maybe she has difficulty putting the vibrator into her pet pet, but actually she stomach.
I think she had a massive LS or something because it’s damm smelly.
Jay : wah lau, what you eat?
Zishan : i don’t know…
Jay : damm smelly leh
Zishan : whose shit not smelly? yours also always smelly.
Just like that, we bicker over smell of shit until i got no mood and appetite to drink my 3 in 1 coffee. I asked if she is taking MC but she has some work she need to clear, so she’s still going to work.
We got changed and then it’s off to Toa Payoh. Nothing interesting happen, she brought the vibrator, but she did not put it inside her. Maybe she is afraid that she will shit all over when it starts vibrating.
I accepting the first job after dropping her off.
It was a bad start to my day.
Got a shitty customer with shitty attitude. You watch enough tik tok videos, you will come to the same conclusion. Why i always meet all these shit people with shit attitude?
Because i’m swimming at the bottom of the barrel.
Tio bo?
The environment is everything. You go inside Sentosa, is like different world. Even the air also fresher. If you are on the roads everyday like me, you sure can tell the difference. Why some neighbourhood the traffic is like so smooth, why some is like every 200 metres got traffic light?
Traffic light never mind, then still got a shit load of jaywalkers, or people who don’t give a fuck about traffic lights.
Where are all these people?
Yishun lor, you will say, but actually, i feel Jurong has more. Jurong and Choa Chu Kang is usually the neighbourhood i encounter people just fuck care and cross the road. Horn at them, they can give me the look like they dare me to knock them down.
Some give middle finger, some pretend never see you.
My favourite place to deliver is landed neighbourhood. Holland, Hillcrest, Hua guan, Coronation, Adam, wah lan eh i tell you. Go inside there is different world. Rich people estate, they have class.
I tell you something, mind blowing one.
Got a Honda accidentally knock into my van when i was at Holland landed area. I was parked, i standing at gate to deliver things, then the neighbour coming back, she knock into my van. It was her mistake. The driver come out, she is the helper of the unit. Yes, the helper, drove the owner’s car to go buy things.
Helper leh, helper drive car go NTUC buy things.
She come out, ‘sorry sir, i’m very sorry’
Another dent on my van, i don’t care, it’s very minor, but the driver video called her owner, who apologised to me. Ask me to leave details with helper, and to take her contact, she will take care of the damages.
I was really mind blown.
I want to say is ok, is very minor, like small kid ride bicycle then bump into the right rear panel, some minor scratches. I was more concerned about clearing my delivery and getting back on the road.
We exchanged details, then evening, the lady called me. Her English, is like newscaster standard, her voice is polite, hear already you already feel too low class to even talk to her. She apologise again, and asked if she can just paynow me the money to get the dent sorted out at workshop.
I agreed.
She paynow me 300.
For a dent i have no intention of fixing.
Money, really solves all problem. If you have a problem you cannot solve, it’s because you don’t have enough money.
If i stay in Holland landed, my helper can drive spare car to go NTUC, i doubt someone like Alan will have a chance with my wife.
I spent the day in the East side of Singapore, sometimes it’s weird, the jobs you get just seem to cluster for no reason. Coming to the end of the day, my wife dropped me a message, ask if i could pick her up.
Of course i said ok.
I expect is pick her up, we buy dinner, then go home eat, rest, but no.
Zishan : dear…let’s go out eat.
Jay : huh? eat what?
Zishan : treat you eat paradise hotpot?
Jay : wah, your bonus come already is it…
She just smile.
I almost want to tease her, got Amex card, still need to wait for bonus meh?
Zishan : stomach don’t feel good whole day, never eat anything, finally feel better…want to eat something better cannot is it
Jay : can…of course can…
We drove to Punggol coast mall to eat hotpot. Yes it’s the end of the world for you people who don’t stay there but it’s literally just next door for me in Sengkang.
Zishan, is my wife, i know her pattern, so to speak.
i know her body language.
Something is like a bit off.
She keep looking at the side mirror, sitting forward then stare, stare, look, look. Is like she is afraid i will swipe the car next to me. I don’t park at the mall carpark, it’s expensive, i park at the HDB estate opposite. Cheaper mah. Then i noticed my wife taking note of the block number and estate, then she start to text on her phone.
Something is definitely a bit off.
While walking across to the mall, she kept looking around, like a bit distracted like that.
Jay : eh…what’s wrong?
Zishan :huh? nothing…
I don’t want to press further, i’m also a little hungry because i had a unsatisfying lunch.
There’s a queue, but table for 2, we got in easily.
After sitting, i go and wack the food already but she just ask me to take something for her. At the buffet line, i noticed my wife kept looking out of the restaurant.
Then suddenly i saw her body twitch.
It was very sudden.
Like someone suddenly tickle her like that.
She just jumped a bit then i saw her rest her chin on her palm and she just press her lips together. She was frowning for like 3-4 seconds before she look out and then turn away.
I immediately know what is happening.
Alan is nearby, and he’s playing the vibrator in my wife’s pet pet. Her having dinner with me is just foreplay.
If you are Alan, you not high? You not aroused?
Play with another man’s wife’s pussy while she have dinner with him?
I went back and she was already back to normal. I just act blur and put the ingredients into the hotpot.
Jay : i got and get more.
Zishan : get more vegetables.
Jay : where got people come buffet eat all vegetables one, eat the oxtail stew…then we wack the meat…
Zishan :tsk…i want more vegetables.
Jay : han nah…han nah…
Alan must have a direct line of view because the moment i walk away, i saw my wife twitch and clutch her bag to cover her privates again. It was a fast one, just 2-3 seconds.
I can feel myself getting hard.
I don’t know why.
We started eating, all was normal when my wife suddenly drop her chop stick and almost spilled the soup. Is like she got electric shock like that.
Jay : what’s wrong?
She damm smart. She say the boiling soup splatter onto her hand but i know it’s Alan.
Then i have an idea, i pretend to look at phone, then go and take drink. I turn on the app and i saw the vibrator is online. I start the vibration and i saw my wife who about to drink from her cup, just put it down a bit hard with a thud.
She turned and look outside, one hand holding the bag over her pussy and other hand holding the table edge.
I kept it on, 10 second, 20 second, 30 second.
I can see she is panicking. Her both hands on the bag already. She sitting up straight like student kena scolding like that.
Then i stop.
When i stop, she immediately stand up, i think she want to go toilet to remove the vibrator but i started it again.
Damm funny, she stand up, then like a bit half bend, go back into the seat again and press the bag over her privates. She open the bag, take out her phone and i can see her trying to text.
Text? Text what text?
I turn the vibration to the highest and i saw her like exhale into the pot. I quickly return to the seat and when i sit down, she was trying her best to look normal.
Jay :you ok?
Zishan : mmmmh…
She held onto the table, her eyes don’t care to look at me. She just take deep breaths.
Jay :eh. you sure you ok?
She blame her stomachache.
Zishan : I …erm…i…maybe need to go toilet….gasp!…
She take in a deep breath and her mouth open halfway like she going to orgasm like that. That look is damm slutty and sexy but she lie that she going to fart.
Zishan : I…go toilet a while…
Jay : oh…ok…
Then suddenly she close her eyes, bend over and put her head on the table.
Jay : dear…you ok? dear?
Zishan : GASP!…erngh! fu…
I see her finger clench on the table until the knuckles turn white and i knew it. She just cum.
She shaking her legs, both legs, knees clamp together, like the temple tang-ki trying to get possessed like that.
It was so sexy that i can feel my cock get rock hard.
Play lah, let people play your pet pet . Good for you.
I stop the vibrator but her head was just on the table, she refuse to look up.
Jay :eh dear…you ok?
Zishan :mmmmh…i’m ok…
She then got up and say she go toilet a while.
I can see she like half wobble, half fast march all the way to the toilet.
10 minutes later, she came back with black face.
I was trying not to laugh. Probably she agree to only teasing, let Alan control and play with her pussy while she have dinner with me, not non-stop vibration until she cum.
I check the app, the vibrator is offline already.
After dinner, go back home, she still bad mood. I want to hanky panky she just ‘Tsk’ at me.
Jay :wah lau…like that also give black face…
She shower, changed and climb into bed.
I went to laundry basket and check her panty, it’s damp. I confirm she cum until her panty wet just now at the hotpot place.
Jaytheueslessman
26/11/25
Wednesday
I don’t know why, 1 hour before my alarm ring, i just open my eyes. Aircon is on but i was perspiring, just feel very uncomfortable.
It’s those kind of discomfort that makes you unable to fall asleep. I toss and turned around a bit then 5.15am i got up to make my coffee.
My wife was still sleeping then i look at her things on the dining table. I decided to go and look through her bag. I saw her credit card bill, and i glance through, nothing out of the blue.
I opened another letter with her company letter head and i got a shock.
My wife her pay.
You know how much or not?
4700 after a pay adjustment of 1200.
‘To better align staff remuneration to match market competitiveness’
What the fuck?
Sign off by who?
Alan la.
Align what align? Align leg open big big, let his cock go inside her is it?
Do simple admin work can make 4700 a month? The things she do, i can do or not? Of course can la. Microsoft word, excel, pdf, these kind of simple thing who cannot do?
I only cannot wear sexy swimsuit, i cannot spread leg for Alan, i cannot put vibrator in my pet pet only.
2nd page of the letter shows her bonus.
Including the AWS, because the team had a good performance that year, she got another 1.25 months bonus.
That’s 2.25 month. What the fuck man?
Plus her pay for the month of DEcember, she middle of the month will get 3.25 × 4700.
Then you plus CPF, she is going to get almost 18k that month.
18k, i need to do how much delivery? How many shit customers i need to face?
I put the letter back and i don’t know why, i can get angry and have erection at the same time.
My wife earning more than me, living better life than me, she is even getting more sex than me. Make me damm hot.
I finish my 3 in 1 coffee i go back to the room.
I see Zishan just nice sleep that angle, both hand above her head, body angle sideways, i see already i cannot take it.
I take out my pants and i start to masturbate.
Jay :ahhhh…ahhh…
I moan softly, if not she wake up, she will surely scold me.
While i stroke myself, i kept thinking about the fact my wife making more money than me, i cannot take it. i need to take more orders, i need to cheong more.
Then i picture her smiling and moaning while Alan fuck her, i wonder if she thinking about the Amex card and the bonus he give her.
I was so hard that i cannot take it, i climb into bed and straddle my wife.
The moment i kiss her, she frown and scolded me.
Zishan : tsk…don’t early morning crazy can or not?
Jay :ahh…dear…i very horny…i want…
Zishan : you never take medicine is it…i very tired, i want to sleep la…
Jay : I want, i really need, if not i will go crazy.
Zishan : TSK!,ahhhhhh…
She was really angry. i also understand, sleeping halfway, your useless husband wake you up for sex.
How you feel?
If i’m Alan, i’m sure it will be different.
Your brain also will come up with different brain waves i tell you.
You just think la.
Your body tell you, hello, hello, wake up, spread your legs let a capable man put his penis inside you, he stay condo, drive car, high earner. Your body will auto process ok, wet your pussy then your legs open. When Alan put his cock in, she will smile, natural reaction.
Then you compare with me?
Hello hello, body, please wake up. Your delivery driver husband has arrived, ready to pick up package, please open up to let someone who earn less than you to put his kuku bird inside.
What you think will happen?
Zishan pushed me aside and glared at me.
Zishan :you very irritating you know!
Jay : but i horny what…
Zishan : horny go and masturbate la
Jay: masturbate also need materials and mood what…
She go inside the toilet and i also frustrated.
You want sex, don’t get, you also will get frustrated right?
Mood all spoilt for the day, we left for work separately. My wife left home at 7am for MRT station, she don’t want me to drive her, i check her toiletries bag, her vibrator is gone again.
First few hours, i took on many jobs, but after that no matter how i count, there’s no way i can do enough to catch up to my wife.
I’m exchanging my time and effort for money, how much i put in, equals how much i get out. No use one. Manual labor like me, can never catch up to office workers.
I know i pissed her off in the morning, afternoon 5pm like that i msg her, say i’m sorry. I ask if she want to eat dinner.
She replied me say she’s going to swim with friends, then have dinner with them.
Game over already lor.
But a few minutes later, she msg me again, say she will try to be back early. We can order BBQ back and watch show together.
I got a lot of question mark.
Wednesday night order BBQ watch show?
Then she tell me she on leave for thursday and friday.
Long weekend. Damm shiok.
9.30pm, the grab BBQ arrived. Not i order one ok, is my wife ordered and send to home. $75 worth of BBQ, i saw the reciept. Fuck $75 i need to do how many delivery, she can bo la sa just order. I saw the payment method and saw Amex card then i feel better. Alan paying.
Already fucking my wife, pay for BBQ won’t die.
The timing is perfect, while i opening gate to take the grab food from the rider, my wife came back.
Usually rider will just leave or hang food outside on gate, but this uncle on those PMA device. So i open and take from him. Then i saw his eyes immediately go to my wife. He kept looking at her. Body, face, breast, leg, the back to face again.
My wife, can tell she freshly showered, hair still a bit damp, like those chio bu just come out of gym like that. Wear sports bra with white singlet and FBT shorts, then wear flip flops like those innocent xmm. The uncle see already i think her buay tahan.
He grinned and kept looking at my wife body as she kept her earpods, angling her body one side so the uncle can pass.
I morning no get to cum, then now see uncle like that look at my wife, then know my wife just went to swim at Alan condo, probably let him fuck also, how you think i feel?
I super horny or course.
I close the door and tell my wife i want to have sex.
She just sigh and say ok.
I want to immediately fuck, i expect her to reject me but she didn’t.
Zishan :I go toilet wash first la…
Jay : ok…
My wife go toilet, i hear the washing sound, then she come out without her shorts and panty. She was only wearing her sports bra.
She nudged me onto the bed.
I was rock hard already. She knelt down beside me then start to masturbate for me.
Jay : ahhh..ahhhh…
Then she comment something.
Zishan : dear…what do you think about your size?
Jay : huh ?
Zishan : you think is small or big?
Jay : GASP..ahhhh! ahhhh!
CB, ask her to have sex with me, she want to talk about size.
But she just kept stroking me, and i got more aroused.
Zishan :small or big..?
Jay : ahhh…ahhh..i don’t know…
She stopped stroking then sat down on me, she took me in easily, she was already wet. Go inside her felt so good, so warm. Like slip into glove like that, i feel so safe.
Then she did something that shocked me further. Zishan reached for her phone, and on the camera.
Jay : what you doing!
She take a selfie video of us and i super hot by then, keep thrusting upwards.
Jay :ahhh..ahhhh
Zishan :ernghh..ernghhh…
Jay :don’t…don’t la…stop…ahhh…ahhh…
She kept filming.
Then she moaned beside my ear.
Zishan : can..ernghh..can you say..ernghh..you’re small? ernghhh
Wah i never felt anger like this but i also don’t know why i got so hard.
Jay :ahhhh..ahhh..i small…i small..ahhhh
Then i just piak upwards hard, my wife just moan louder.
Zishan : erngh..ernghh…small and soft…
Jay : I small and soft…small and soft..ahhhh..
I shit you not, the moment i start saying, i less than 20 stroke i finish. And it was not the kind that can control. It was also not explosive, i never get to feel the satisfaction of sex or orgasm. My cock like just leak, i can feel a bit of the aching, i ejaculated, but it’s the weak kind. Like you masturbate, then timing wrong and you just miss the whole pleasure bit. That was what happened.
Jay : ahhhhhhhhhh…
I just leak and push weakly into her, and i got soft very fast.
Then it was over.
My wife just lay on me, she kiss me on my cheek and she still can say she love me.
I ask if she want to cum, she say no need.
Of course no need, maybe Alan already make her cum until shoik with his big long cock already.
Then Zishan help me wipe clean, used up a lot of tissue.
Jay : you no need to go and wash? quickly go wash.
I asked, my cock may be small but i shoot inside her.
Zishan : orh later la…i think never really go inside…let’s eat…
You know how much that sentence cut into your heart or not?
Never really go inside.
Too small, too short, too soft, cannot shoot properly, cannot earn enough money.
Jaytheuselessman
27/11/25
Thursday
I’m damm moody today after waking up. What my wife said still hang over my head.
Never really go inside + the fact that i wasn’t really satisfied, i just find myself in a foul mood. Zishan ask me to drop her at Sengkang MRT, i dropped her and started my delivery. She wore a new top, a light colour blouse, then the inside she wore a tube, a bit lacy around the edges. Looks good, if only she has bigger breast. Then she wore pants, she kept adjusting her pants and when in van, used her bag to cover her privates. I suspect she is wearing the vibrator.
First pick up is from a clinic, drop off medicine. This kind no money one, mostly for bikes but it was a lucky swipe.
Good money or not? you ownself count lor.
I drive my van, 5 minutes, go through gantry, park there, walk to clinic, wait for the auntie to give me fuck up black face, pass me the medicine. Then back to van, wait for a few traffic light in peak hour Punggol traffic. Then reach the condo. Register sign in, park visitor lot, then go and find the unit. Then call intercom, wait for the owner to take her time unlock. Go up, press door bell, wait for her to slowly open door, but lucky is pretty girl. Fucking hot, wear singlet, can see her bra straps. Then she wear those short cotton shorts, very tight type. This kind only once in a blue mood will encounter, and is only 2 seconds one. Open door, take, close door. Then back down to carpark, by the time i drive out of condo, you guess how much time has passed?
I make how much?
Less than $8 after all the deduction.
These jobs are not sustainable, is really to fill in time while waiting for bigger jobs. Sometimes i see those ads, forum posts, people really like to talk cock.
Rent car then do delivery part time to cover car cost. Every week do a few hours enough. Please la, if you are matured enough to read the things on this site, you should be matured enough to smell bullshit. Really that easy, everyone do already. I also will buy a BMW then every week do 3-4 hours then with BMW, maybe i can also fuck other people’s wife?
You believe those ads, confirm your math fail until don’t know where.
I break it down for you. You buy a van or like me, rent one, you wack full time. 6-7 days a week, at least 9-12 hours. It’s doable. Can make money as long as your body can take it. Same for driving PHV , deliver food, or drive taxi. We all is use body, time and sweat to make a living. As long as healthy, can make money, but it’s very hard to even come close to people like Alan.
We sick then how? We injured, sprain leg, sprain hand then how? Gone fuck already lor.
You need to wack and stack multiple jobs, sometimes late , late la. What can the client do? They kaopei, complain, you blame traffic lor. If not what? They themselves send la, want cheap, want fast, find Fedex ask angmoh send for you.
Want to wack multiple locations, want this want that, then don’t want to pay, go and eat shit.
I don’t suggest anyone do this full time unless you like me, got a sum of money in fixed deposit as backup. Got some buffer, if not you fall sick, it’s gone fuck one. You must at least be like me, max stats into all the GST voucher, S&CC rebates, all the govt give money, i confirm receive max amount one. Haha. Damm song i tell you.
I picked up more stuff at Eunos, then spent the day around Taiseng, Paya Lebar, Ubi, Kaki Bukit. Then suddenly 3-4pm i find myself in Bukit Panjang. Then steam already, no big jobs, i just take those food orders here and there but fuck, the payout is shit.
Sometimes is like that one. Good days, bad days.
Turn, turn, turn, back to Bukit Panjang and i decided to fuck it la.
I parked at HDB and went to arcade. T0p up $200 credit, play for a while, then i top up another 50 more to catch those soft toys. I caught one of those white ducky that i know my wife like. I will give her as present.
Surprisingly, maybe is because bad mood or what, i only smoke 2 sticks today. Then no mood to smoke already.
Took more jobs about 5plus, then from there, work my way back to Sengkang at 10pm.
My wife still not back yet, i called her and she told me she on the way back. Company gathering.
Next time when your kids grow up, tell them die die must work in office job. Don’t make your own life difficult like mine. Work in office, got company dinner, got bonus, got CPF. Best if your kid is capable, can give other people’s wife Amex card.
I play a bit of game on my phone, shower, change, then i waited. 11pm, still no sign of her, so i go down to smoke but end up i never smoke because i saw Alan BMW turn towards carpark.
I immediately run over and took the stairs.
They parked on the upper deck where it’s more empty, i cannot walk out of the stairs, but i can peep through the glass panel. Alan’s engine was on, i can hear but i can’t see shit because they parked beside an Alphard, the car’s body block everything.
So i just wait there.
5 minutes i stand there peep, can only hear car engine running.
Then i was about to go off when the engine just turn off. I can hear door opening, the pop kind of echo.I just peer through the glass at an angle. Still cannot see shit.
Then i realised something, i’m at same level , i cannot see, but if i go up to alternate level, i will be able to see. Which means another staircase across the carpark. Sengkang a lot of carpark the configuration is like split level kind. you stand at level 3, can look down to 2B, i don’t know if you can get it but if you do, you will get what i mean.
I go up 1 level, run across to the ‘B’ level, like mezzanine like that, then i go back down. Peering through, i can see my wife. She’s outside the car, both hands holding onto the top of Alan’s BMW. Then Alan’s left hand covering her mouth.
I immediately rock hard and i want to run out to catch them in the act but again, i’m afraid my wife will get angry with me and leave me. I was so angry that i crushed the packet of cigarette in my hands, wasting 3 sticks of my marlboro. I cannot make out thrusting motion, i can i see Zishan’s head moving, trying to look left and right. Then i heard the sound of cars coming, then my wife’s head disappear.
I really curse out loud in the staircase because the BMW engine start again. Then i saw the car come up, and heard Alan’s BMW go down. I quickly run down the stairs and run back home.
My lungs can feel like going to collapsed when i reach.
I go into the toilet then barely a few minutes later, my wife came in.
Zishan :Dear?
Jay : ya…i in toilet
Zishan : you ok?
Jay : Ya…ya…
I flush and come out of toilet to see my wife sitting at the dining area texting while watching show on ipad. She was wearing a flare skirt, her legs crossed at an angle. Then i suddenly remember, morning send her to MRT wear pants, now change to skirt. Must be easier for Alan to fuck la, if not wear skirt for what?
Lift up, slide one side, then can go in already.
She went toilet to shower, then i went to laundry basket. The pants she wore in the morning, she put there already. I reach in and saw her panty tangled inside. I touched it, it’s damp, i bring to my nose and smell, confirm is her pussy juice smell.The thick kind some more.
I wait for the sound of water then i go look in her bag, got a big ball of tissue, i unwrapped it but it’s nothing, some orange peel and wrapper.
Then i realised the ipad still playing the drama. i go and minimise and open her browser, i saw the whatsapp login. I opened it and immediately went to Alan’s name.
You know what is inside?
It’s empty?
Why empty?
Why need to clear and delete all messages from your work colleague?
You know i know la…
Jaytheuselessman
28/11/25
Friday
Usual Friday morning, nothing interesting. I drink my 3 in 1 coffee and look at my wife put on makeup. She’s wearing skirt today, not too short kind, but if want, still can lift up and piak one.
Easy for Alan to access later.
Traffic i don’t know why so heavy today, almost every traffic light need to stop.
While stopping at a traffic light just before Sengkang MRT, i look outside, i saw a couple on bike. The girl, hug her boyfriend, then the boyfriend looking at his phone in front of him. He also doing delivery like me, same app, same platform. I look at the way she wrap her hand around his waist, really bring back memories when i’m dating Zishan.
Last time, when delivery first started taking off, we will do it together too. She hug me the same way on my bike, sometimes i wait by side of the road, she go pick up, then we send together. Work together as a team, is faster too, less likely to kena summon while i anyhow park.
It’s easy money back then, when we make enough, we will stop and go for a good meal at Jack’s place.
Jay :tonight you have dinner plans?
Zishan : mmmh? ermmm…why?
Jay : we go eat something nice together?
She thought about it for a while then say ok.
I was surprise, i thought she will say no.
Inside my heart, i feel i need to do something, if not, i will really lose her to Alan.
Jay :I make reservations? go eat Jack’s place?
She just nodded.
I dropped her off at MRT then i suddenly feel full of energy.
Long time never have a proper date with my wife, i also don’t know why i so excited. I got a few good jobs, payout is decent and i find myself in Sentosa after lunch. Delivered wine from Dempsey to Sentosa. Rich people taste is different one i tell you. Then suay suay, after i turn out to Keppel, phone ring. Is my so call regular at Sentosa, ask if i’m free.
Of course i say yes. Helping him, the payout i get is much better than accepting jobs on the platform.
I turned back and he was very happy i can get there so fast, i told him i was in the area.
Usual stuff, heavy lifting, clear some stuff. Help his helpers load things into my van. In army, this kind of jobs is call ‘sai kang’. You serve before you will know one, but at least, this one pays.
Less than one hour at the house, and i’m done. Last job is to give the helper a lift out of Sentosa, drop her at Vivocity.
He asked if i mine small notes, small notes, big notes, i don’t care la. you pay me money, crumpled shit stain notes i also take.
Rich people small notes is $10. He gave me like those CNY new bills, 200. Damm shiok, hold new bills in hand, and no need to let other people take a cut.
From there, i ended up in East coast, the Ubi, after that, about time to head back and shower already. Got date with my wife, i must make sure i don’t smell like shit right?
i put on the top my wife bought for me, then i took a bus to compassone.
I waited for outside the MRT station and i saw her before she saw me. She was smiling, holding the bottom part of her phone to her lips as she recorded a voice message. That kind of smile, is the same kind that she has when we first started dating. It’s been w while since i saw it, it’s natural, impossible to fake kind.
Then she kept her phone and she saw me. I waved.
Zishan : wah…wear so nice today?
Jay : of course la, date with you leh.
My wife link arm with me and i suddenly feel loved, it’s a warm feeling i cannot describe.
We took escalator up, i told the manager i have a reservation.
Then when ordering, i order steak. The good one ok, almost $40 now, last time when we were dating, the same thing only like $30. See the meat sizzling on the hot plate, then when they wack the cream and bacon bits on the baked potato, is damm shoik.
Jay : what you having ?
Zishan : Same…medium rare…
Jay : huh?
Zishan : what?
Jay : nothing.
I don’t like blood on my meat. I always eat well done. My wife is the same. Now suddenly, she ask for medium rare. it just feels weird.
I upgraded our meal to the full set, with drink and soup and garlic bread.
We got talk, chat, she also got look at her phone, but it was only when we start eating, that i realised how much she has changed.
The mushroom soup, she take one sip, then say she don’t like. Ask me to drink.
Jay : huh ? not nice meh, nice what…
Zishan : I don’t like this kind…central kitchen cook and full of corn starch one…make me fat.
Jay :huh ?
What the fuck?
Jay : same what, i open the can heat up also same taste.
Zishan : real mushroom soup is not like that one la…haha…
She laughed, then explained roughly proper mushroom soup recipe. The kind that you prepare from scratch, using different varieties of mushrooms. What garlic, what herb, then blend with chicken stock, a bit of cream, and all that shit la.
Basically fine dining shit la.
Jay : It’s still mushroom soup.
She just laugh and i can tell she give up trying to explain to me. I drank both soup and ate the garlic bread.
Then the steak came. Hear the sizzling sound is really damm shiok. I watch my wife cut the steak, turn sideways and look at the colour, then she just smirk.
Simi lan jiao?
Alan not only train her pussy, he also train her taste buds?
Jay : not cooked enough right, ask them cook a while more…
Zishan :no la. it’s not that…haha..it’s ok…
I really cannot explain her expression. She give off an expression like ‘ ok, this sucks, but i chin chye la’
Jay :you don’t like is it? not nice?
Zishan : The quality of the meat here not very good la, but it’s ok.
Wah i tell you, it was really a ‘what the fuck’ moment.
$40 haven plus GST and service charge, for a steak you say not good. It’s ok, i lun.
My wife still ate more than half the plate, then she gave me the rest.
She has changed.
Maybe her tastebuds got more refined.
When you suck cock of high SES people, you will increase your own SES level also.
Can i blame her?
How to blame?
If you are a woman, you know you need to suck your husband’s cock, whose one you rather suck?
My one or Alan’s one? Both same one, still cock, but then everyone will choose Alan’s one.
After dinner, we had ice cream, she also ate one mouth, then gave me the rest. I damm full already, almost going to puke.
We took a bus back together and before heading up, i ask if she want to walk a bit.
Zishan :Siao ah, i wearing heels leh.
She thought i want to smoke before going up, but i really want to walk off the greasiness of the meal.
Jay : ok, nevermind…let’s go up…
She link arms with me again, then in the lift, she look at her expression, adjust her hair.
I turn to her and before i even speak, she know what i want already.
I want to cum la, what else?
Zishan :tsk…i want to pack for my trip la…
Jay :after that then pack lor…
Zishan : tomorrow la…today i tired…
Jay : orh…
See, marriage is like that one.
I shower, then climb into bed while she pack a bit of her Thailand trip stuff. Then i scroll social, i secretly go to Alan’s one. He got post food pictures sometimes, sometimes also got those steak and meat stuff. I never google where those places are, then when i did it, i realised how far away i am from someone like him.
The places he go for his steak, i cannot even pronounce. The meat is go by weight one. Got what aged how many days kind too. Age how long, age with what, how old is the fucking cow before they slaughter.
Eh, fuck la, what kind of shit madness has this world come to?
I eat meat i want fresh, you tell me the butcher just kill the cow then cook immediately, that one is fresh. You put there 3 months, outside moldy already then more expensive? What kind of shit is this? Aged, cured, dry age, what brine, sousvide? Really is pattern more than badminton.
But it also made me realised something. Last time, going to a simple restaurant like that is a big deal for Zishan and me.
Now, to her, maybe is like street food already.
I feel a bit sad, also angry but what can i do?
I was going through my emo scrolling when Zishan climb into bed beside me.
Zishan :mmmh what you doing?
Jay : scroll socials lor…
She kissed me and made the first move.
Jay : wah…i going to win 4D already…
Zishan :tsk…want or don’t want?
Jay : of course want la…this kind need to say one meh?
Then she dropped a surprise, one i never expected.
She climbed on top of me then whispered in my face.
Zishan :want to…take a video of us fucking?
I immediately rock hard, almost nose bleed out my mushroom soup.
Alan not only train her tastebud, he can even train her to be such a slut?
Jaytheuselessman
Video content not available for site, but will be described with words to the best of my ability. Both Jay and i concur that it was taken, so Alan could watch it while he has sex with Zishan as part of foreplay. Content available for subscribers only. Will put it up soon.
29/11/25
Saturday
Taking video of yourself having sex is exciting, if you say you never think about it before as a guy, i confirm you are lying. Especially if you know you high chance will not have another chance to have sex with that girl after that, you confirm will want to ‘save’ the memory.
Watching the video is another matter. It’s just not as good after a while. First time i watch the video, wah, damm high. 2nd time i watch it, mmmh ok only. Then 3rd time, like no feeling already.
I only felt the same excitement when i show it to James.
I don’t know why, but seeing him look at my screen, makes me more excited than having sex with Zishan. Weird right? i think i’m going mad, but i like the feeling. That tickling feeling in my stomach like i need to go toilet, but still can hold back a while more kind. As he watched, i can’t wait to ask him how he felt when he look at my wife.
He see her breast, he excited or not?
He see her privates, he like or not?
Her down there is nice right? hair is neatly trimmed, then when wet, it looks so slick and nice.
I want to ask him can i screen capture, then he put it on his website or not, then the whole country can see the body of this cheating slut.
He ask me to take my medicine haha.
Zishan early morning change yoga clothes then go out already. Say she will be out the whole day. Morning met friends yoga, then go friends’ place swim. After that maybe go cafe hopping then dinner. This kind of life, you want or not?
You want? Then you spread your legs lor, if you pretty, know how to open wide wide, i confirm you also can have this kind of life.
I only met James for a quick lunch, then i start to cheong my delivery. Year end period is usually busy, i got a job for hamper deliveries which is not usual. Hampers usually they send on weekdays to office. Must be big and visible, the client receiving then got face. These batch is a bit different, mid size, and send Saturday afternoon to client home. This type, you know i know la. Cannot send to office, usually is because work certain place and sector, not convenient mah. Send already need to declare. Send to home, just diam diam and keep. This kind of things, school won’t teach, only the society will teach you.
I do my deliveries until about 7pm, then sent my wife a message, ask her everything ok bo, what time coming back and all. The usual care and concern message husband send wife, but she did not reply at all.
I finished my last drop then got back home to Sengkang around 8pm. It was a tough day, plently to carrying and i was super hungry. I dabao BBQ skewers and mala xiang guo. Fuck man, eating these are expensive. The mala alone, i only pick a few simple things, already almost $30. Skewers $25. My dinner alone is $55. Want to eat a bit better in Singapore is really not easy.
Eat, showered, then shiok already i msg my wife again. I saw she read my message but she go offline again. Maybe she busy with Alan, his cock need sucking. Never suck clean cannot use phone.
Only a few more days before her Bangkok trip. I opened my wife’s semi-packed luggage. People go shopping, is bring little things, then those that you can buy from there, you just buy. My wife like opposite. Her luggage almost full. Short trip, pack 7 bras and 7 panty. One day don’t know need to change how many times.
My phone buzzed and my wife finally replied. She say she having drinks with friends, ask me to sleep first.
Talk cock. What drink with friend, she probably drinking with Alan, or drinking from Alan.
I lie on bed, scroll phone, read James’ site, before i knew it, it was coming to 11.30pm. I want to sleep, but i also feel like smoking.
So i grabbed my smokes and went downstairs.
Stand at one corner smoke, then you know what, i hear the engine sound coming into the estate.
I backed away, reverse behind some taller bushes. My cigarette still left 1 more puff i also fuck it, throw into the drain and the smoke i blow downwards.
It was Alan’s car.
It turned right to the sheltered drop off.
He very gentleman, he came out of the car, and opened my wife’s door.
I can feel myself getting hard again watching it happen. His hand went around my wife waist and she never push him away. She just smile and let him guide her to the pavement.
They face each other, not touching or anything, then like whisper something. My wife got that silly smile again, like meeting her puppy love. Then she look around the estate. Then Alan also look around the estate like they want to do something, but in the end never.
My wife don’t know say what, pout a bit then she say goodbye and start walking towards lift lobby. There’s not enough time for me to get back, so i walk to carpark instead to smoke.
A few minutes later, my wife immediately call me when she get back.
Zishan : where you go? you smoking downstairs?
She asked, like panicking like that. It’s good that she panic right? That means she love me, that means she still cares about how i feel and what i think no?
Jay : I at carpark take powerbank why? what happened? everything ok?
Zishan : oh. ok. nothing, thought where you go.
She ask me not to smoke too much and hang up.
See, she still care about me.
Jaytheuselessman
30/11/25
Sunday
I thought this will be a usual Sunday but i was wrong.
Alarm rang, i snooze it. I already took some a delivery job the night before, have to pick it up at Macpherson area so i can’t laze around.
I stretched a bit then opened my eyes. I saw Zishan was already awake. She was lying on her side, back facing me, her face bright bright because of her phone light. I turned and hugged her, my hand went to her breast. This is the best part of being married, waking up next to your wife, morning can squeeze breast.
Zishan :tsk…don’t early morning crazy can or not…
I snuggle up, press my dick against her bottom.
She was watching a video reel on social media, i thought she will stop watching when i look at her screen, but she didn’t.
I can feel my cock get harder.
The person she is watching, is who you know?
Alan, and his Girlfriend.
He posted a video showing them flying off for holiday.
What the fuck?
5th going to fly Thailand with my wife, then now 30th fly also? He going to fuck his girlfriend song song, then come back, fuck my wife?
What’s so special about the video?
You say leh?
Singaporean like to post what kind of video when they travel?
Of course is show off their business class ticket and seats la.
Alan is different level. He already sitting inside first class lounge eating lobster when i watch the video.
Jay: eh. this one your colleague right?
I teh siao and pretend to ask.
Zishan :mmmh…we went his place for BBQ that time…you forget already?
Jay : roughly got impression la, i everyday see so many people…
The video continued. Eat good food, drink champange, then the seat on the plane.
Fuck man, that one is not call seat la, it’s call a bed.
Jay : wah…need to do until like that or not…got bed can lie down…can fuck on the plane one ah…
Zishan : tsk…you don’t everything think about sex can or not?
Jay : wah lau, the bed do until like that, nice nice, if it’s me, i confirm will piak you until the cabin crew come knock door.
Zishan : tsk…as if…
I don’t like her tone.
I don’t know what she meant by that.
‘As if’ is she think i cannot afford to fly first class?
Or she think i cannot piak her hard?
It felt like an insult but i just kept quiet.
I joined her watching the video, i can sort of feel she’s a bit angry, or maybe jealous. That tells me something, she really got feelings for Alan. If not, why will she see him travel with girlfriend then get jealous?
Jay : where are they going?
Zishan : Australia…
Jay : wah…
Zishan : you want to go is it?
Jay : you want? you want i bring you there lor..
My wife laughed.
Zishan : fly business class ah?
Jay : business class big fuck meh?
Zishan : aiyah, you don’t know one la…
I turned away and stretched and take my phone because the alarm rang again. I used the app on my phone to check ticket price. Ok what, fly to Australia, off peak, 1k plus only.
Who cannot fly? Everyone also can fly what.
Then i go and check business class how much.
5k plus. Fuck man, 5k just to sit on aeroplane to and fro. The seat make of gold is it?
Almost 10k.
10k, i also have what. You don’t have meh?
I got my fixed deposit, i have my gold chains. I anytime can also fly first class, is whether i want to or not. 10k fly 1 time no more, 10k my gold i wear around my neck, i can wear everyday. Maybe Alan can stick his first class ticket on his forehead like a vampire.
Fly business so what? first class so what? Big fuck is it?
I know la, if i comment on internet, sure got people say i sour grape and all that shit.
Before i die, i confirm will bring my wife fly one time business class.
Zishan turned over and hug me. She already put aside her phone. I kissed her and she suddenly ask if i want to have sex.
Fuck la, which guy will say no?
But shit man, i already took up a delivery job and i need to leave in 30 minutes.
Fuck it, of course i stay la. Kiss, touch touch a bit, then she climb on top of me.
Sex is nothing much, my wife on top, she used my dick to rub herself until she cum, then let me go inside her. I thrust a bit, i need to shoot already.
Jay : take the condom.
I can see her hesitate a bit, then in the end, she reach for the condom in the drawer.
I shoot out in less than 20 strokes.
Then she say something very funny.
Zishan :why you moan until like that? you very high is it?
Jay : of course la…have sex with my beautiful wife, how can not be high?
She smile and we cuddle for a bit.
Zishan : you think i’m beautiful?
Jay : you siao ah? of course la…
Zishan :will you…cheat on me?
Jay : you never take medicine today is it?
Zishan : tsk…answer me…
Jay : i only ever love you…
I can tell she is satisfied with the answer. Her smile really, makes my day.
I think i know why, Alan going holiday with girlfriend, she cannot take it, need to find someone to comfort her.
No meh? Am i wrong to think like this?
I got up to get ready to work, she say she going to go to her parents place, meet them for lunch.
Jay : ok, i clear a bit of delivery then maybe go look for you.
Things are different when you get a good start to the day.
Traffic is smooth, plently of green lights. I reach loading and unloading, just nice for lot for me to park.
Even security guard that day smile and wave to me.
Damm shoik.
I covered the vehicle rental, then make another $30 plus and i called it a day.
Nothing much else to update for Sunday.
Only thing that made me uncomfortable was the way my mother in law looked at me. I saw her talking softly to my wife, then shot me a look, then turn away and talk softly like got some dark secret like that. Then suddenly when she saw me looking, she quickly smile and pretend nothing happened.
Jaytheuselessman